No idea .

I have no idea what happen recently .

Gosh . Causing me Insomnia . Haihxz .

I did apologize but I guess it is not accepted ?

Yet her boyf not yet apologize ?

or maybe he did but I don't know ?

I don't know what to do next .

So , should I ignore lehh ? or fight back ?

Like my girlf asked her and her boyf to ignore me ,

so I just follow what my girlf told her ? I ignore back ?

Haihxz .

I just wanna be a friend to you .

But I guess . . you don't need it ?

Yea . like your friend says , let god punish me? something like this .

I did wrong . I apologized before everything , before I start teasing you and humiliating back , but my apology doesn't looks like accepted at all and you were trying to spread it to your friends .

And one more thing , I didn't post that status for your friends okay?

Don't get me wrong .

I have no idea why .

How much I hope you might understand me .

. . . but I guess no .

I care joce, I care .

and I don't feel that I'm cool at all alright?

I don't like that .

ts

unlucky day .

. . . bike couldn't start and breakdown early in the morning

. . . pariah Digi network messages couldn't delivered

. . . whole cup of coke dropped on the floor from the fridge

. . . no replies from all the messages sent to the friends

. . . carp with a friend

Alright..16th Nov is a damn 'black' day for me .

Today is the first class for IMC and I missed class . Why?

My stupid motorbike breakdown . @.@

Was trying to start it again and again until my right leg lull .

End up, I failed to start it and what I got was just a sweaty and smelly body and a lull right leg. Fxuk ~ !

[just bathed before out alright?!]

Fine , I gave up on trying it and bought myself a pack of lor mee from downstairs,went back to my house and eat,online,facebook !!

Called dad after that. He asked someone to come'n fix it .

Done around 11something and I missed class .

Yea, I mentioned facebook .

Tagged photo by a friend and it says ` If I give you one question to ask me,what question will you ask? ` something like this .

What will be the first thing that come to my/your mind when I'm/you unable to go to class when there are no transport?

I asked ' will you come and fetch me to college?` something like this .

sounded proper right??

Back to my day .

Pariah Digi network, early in the morning the messages sent couldn't be delivered . damn pissed with my bike already some more I am sweating and messages . . . . wah . . . so called 'pek chek' in the morning!

Went to the evening class - Audit class .

Reached home with damn high body temperature .

Opened the fridge thinking of eating jelly to lower my temperature . . .

and . . . . .

`Shit . . . ! Ch-- C-b-i lehh. . !`

The whole cup of Mc'D coke dropped due to the clumsy left hand . . .

Havta wiped and mopped the floor . @.@

Slept for few hours . Woke around 10p.m.

Start to message my friends and asked for movie with them tomorrow night .

But I guess I am a poor friend for them because I get no replies from anyone .

Bravo ! Bravo !

Maybe they were too tired after the dragonboat training .

So let's see who reply first tomorrow .

and the last one . . . . . stunned . . sigh .

I have no idea why .

yea maybe days before today I was joking too much about the past.

I do told you I was just joking whenever I said things that over?

but for today, those comments on fb, do I sounded like flirting to you? or do I offense you?

I was just trying to share with you that I missed class and joked that you didn't come fetch me . I seriously have no intention to flirt by that time .

And when you start saying I'm just nothing to you, I guess I mind or perhaps, I misunderstand your meaning . I do care about the friendship between you and me . For the past, I tried to apologize and at last I get to talk to you, you told me, is forgive but not forget, I do appreciate the chance you gave j .

I know how much of nightmares and disasters I did to you . I feel sorry , and today, I still appreciate the chance and friendship given , gratefully . And yes, I'm wrong at first, you have the rights to say and get angry on me, its true I did it and I know I'm wrong .

You know me, I like to joke around and maybe to other people, it's like flirting . And I'm here to apologize on the way I talked to you,joke and flirt to you day before today.

Yet , I have no idea why T will commented with words that sounded like humiliating people over there . And I was so impatient as you know I am short-temper so I wrote something on my status . If humiliating people is good, I guess my primary school teachers should have taught me how to do so . But it doesn't sounded nice at all . An enemy or a friend, I would choose friend . But, if really some explaination are not acceptable, losing a friend doesn't mean anything to me .

Still, with all those grumpy grouchy nonsense , to lose a friend , indeed , not worth at all .

Last but not least,

chiang chiang chiang chiang ~

Happy Birthday to Zhen Yi - 15th Nov !!

&

Happy Birthday to JiQin - 16th Nov !!

All the best to both the ginna and success in future weiii... =]

Huat arrrhhh~!

Share me some of your prosperities and luck larr...

Boost up my day for tomorrow and onwards. LOL

i ❤ you dear .

thanks for everything .

imissyou .

@ 04.50a.m

ts

. .

not my day .

i hate today .

i care . i care j .

i'm sorry

ts

me heart paris .

I ❤ paris .

masterpiece by the girlf .

thanks .

I likey a lot .

I love you , huge !

;]

lunch . ride . rain .

imy right now .

ts

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

❤ ❤ ❤

~ 冷漠 有时候并不是无情，只是一种避免被伤害的工具。

ts

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happy anni day ! ♥

good night !

he miss paris!

11.11.09 @ 1.22am

ts

Home Alone + Swimming !

Woke up early in the morning and went to James's funeral .

Didn't go last night because I was so tired and slept off .

Anyway , it's an accident . Unpredicted life .

R.I.P my friend, James .

阿弥陀佛 .

Monday, November 2, 2009

Swimming !

Went to Kerli's hostel with the girlf for....swimming!!

LOL . thanks chocolate! =]

For so long I can't get to swim d .

Nice ~ Got some pictures and a video of mine but not yet taken from the girlf .

Update later .

Before the swim, we went to college to settle up some payment for the girlf and course problem for me .

Lunch and PenangRoad Chendol !! : ) creditsss!

ts